I was bbm-ing one of my girlfriends the other day and randomly this new form of me appeared out of nowhere. I was so positive that I actually shocked myself. I am not saying I'm always a pessimistic person but I am not the most optimistic either. I guess, underneath all my dark, twisty ways there's actually a happy person. Regardless, I am just glad to be a pillar of support rather then the one that's always leaning. I just need to hold on to this new found attitude instead of mentally punishing myself for being unworthy of happiness.