I'm so angry at my dad right now. Sometimes I really feel like he treats me different because he's my step father. He said a couple of things to me today that really hit me really hard. I understand that everyone was pretty strung up today due to lack of sleep and the hustle and bustle of the day but it doesn't give him the right to say the things he said. I am not going to lie, he's a good father and he raised me up well for the past 16 years of my life. However, there's always the question, how does he see me? Is blood really thicker than water? There's always moments of doubt.
On another note, with the weather picking up, I am looking forward to many amazing outings. With my best friend and boyfriend out of the country, it's going to be an interesting 2 weeks. I already miss Thomas terribly and I think everyone around me can sense it. The first 2 weeks, I was holding up my own but with the move and all, I am crumbling away. These phone calls aren't even doing him justice anymore. I can't even believe that I am complaining about this right now. What has he done to me?
Seriously, I need to stay busy in order to stay sane.