"There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you thought that it got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one"
Two is Better Than One - Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift
It's been a good couple of weeks. I am slowly getting the hang of things. So many things have changed in the past year. I used to live a life of comfort, being out of this element has been a hard roller coaster. I have learned this the hard way. In a blink of an eye, everything can change. For sometime now, it feels like I've been struggling - struggling with this huge burden. I used to be able to handle the weight of everything. However, I guess it's time to load all this baggage.
This life of mine, its like a long train ride. I watch behind a glass window at the world around me. For each stop, a chapter ends while another starts. I pick up new things to add to my railroad car. Sometimes I forget things at stations. But, no matter what happens, this train only goes one way. I can't turn back search of things I've left behind. It's a bit scary going into life not knowing where the train leads but it's part of the excitement of it. I've been pushing myself for so long now, I am getting tired and my railroad car is getting stuffy and full. I really think it's time for me to clear this car out at the next station. Instead of packing my car full of old memories, I think it's time to fill it with people. Emotionally I've been alone for so long, burying myself with this burden. I've been on this train for too long alone that I've lost sense of everything.
I'm ready.
It's doesn't matter where this train is heading.
For once I am thankful, this is a one way trip.