There comes a day, you realized that the life you were living and all the things you were doing were all done for the moment. I've been careless in that sense. I've overlooked so many things in the past couple of months to forget to realized that my every move will be reflective of my future. At this moment, I wish I could turn back the hands of time to fix my mistakes but honestly, what's done is done. I only have to learn from it, live with it and grow from it. I always wished I could express my feelings to the fullest - to show the world how my mind really works but all that's coming out from me are tears of anger,
frustration and self-pity. Time and time again, I would believe I have learnt my lesson and time and time over I fall for the same stupid lines and the same stupid tricks. Moments like these, I wish I could just become someone else. Someone way less foolish. It seems to me, the older we get, the amount of 2nd chances decrease.
I think I've run out of my 2nd chances.
I think I've exceed my limit, who knew that was possible?
Was I too selfish and greedy?
I just want everything to be right again.
This time, I don't care who I'll be hurting
because, I've been letting myself hurt for way too long.