I have always been a straight forward person. If I didn't like something I would always tell you. If something was wrong I would always be the first to help you correct it. I could deal with anything thrown at me. I think I am a pretty strong person. I have gone through alot in my past 22 years and I have learnt from my mistakes. I am not saying I am a perfect person because I am not. I don't know all the answers, sometimes I don't even know what I really want. It feels like I am always battling myself. Perhaps I really don't want myself to be happy. But today, everything reached a completely new low. You out of all people should have known. You could have done anything but I will always forgive you but when you doubt my own feelings that's just a punch in the face. The last thing you can do is just rub it in my face. Sometimes I wish you could read my mind. These thoughts are running 200km/h, sometimes I can't even stop to catch my breath.