People often say, the first cut is always the deepest. It will burn the most and linger for the longest. I think after the first cut, I have became numb. Probably numb beyond
recognition. It just seems like, no matter what happens, nothing will never hurt me THAT much again. From this day on, nothing is going to be the same. I think I have changed so much within these last 2 months. I am not sure if the change has been a good one. I guess, what I am doing is learning to put myself first, I am learning to be selfish.
It's just me, myself & I at the end of the day.