Everyone has a flaw, a weakness, a fear.
Something that makes you feel weak and helpless
even when you have the world at your feet.
Sometimes you could control it,
but sometimes it takes hold of you
and all you know is that one day, you'll have to eventually face it.
At every moment of everyday,
someone is facing their worst nightmare.
and all you know is that, if you don't hold on,
your world would be turned upsidedown.
What hurts the most is, I watch people face their fears
then move forward. For that very moment, I feel so weak.
People tell me, just face it. Just breathe and move on.
How could I, when that fear just lashes out and grabs me.
What do I do, when all I can do is just run away.
There are some people out there that are strong enough
but for me, all I do is run.
People tell me that I could do it.
They just don't understand,
it's not that I don't want to..
I can't.
They don't understand, it's not the measure of your willpower. It's not that I am weak minded. They just don't understand that it's a problem. One that stops me from fixing it.